Saturday, August 16, 2008
I admire you because you can do things that I cannot do. You can tolerate a co-player that keeps covering you; you sound so well and blend into the band when i can't and I didn't notice; you can forge strong bonds and create so much fun wherelse my social skills are lacking; you live your life to the fullest but mine is so empty. But then again what's the point of leading such an enriched life when u're not in it? Everyday I wonder if I'm doing my best to fulfil my purpose. That maybe there is something I can do. But I don't know what. I know that I've not earned the worthiness. I don't know. I don't know. I'm in a mess. I feel so much for you but I don't know what to do with it.~thinking of you~ 12:13 AM